As I get older, what I begin to understand is that not everything that your heart desires can be bought. This has tested my FAITH in many ways. I work hard in my life to be a good Christian. Ask any Christian, that is no easy task. My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for years, I mean alot of years. I am tired and I do not know if this is the end of the road for us or not.
"Trust the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on you own understanding. Seek HIS will in all you do; HE will show you what path to take." Proverbs 3:5-6
I tell you I really lean on this one scripture when I am desperate and in need of strength. I know that I am not in control and I know that it is human nature to want to take control and act like you know what is going on.....NOT!!!
I am struggling right now because we just recently had a loss in trying to conceive. I feel like this could be the end of the road for us to ever expand our family. I do believe that the Lord has different plans for us. I am praying for the next door to open. There is no doubt in my mind that Our Lord will fulfill our hearts with JOY in more ways than we can imagine. Having a child, even though it was our hearts' desire, was not what he wanted for us. I am hoping one day that I can get use to saying that out loud.
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