Here I sit inside as it rains outside. The construction workers did come in today. I have an overwhelming sensation go through my body as a song comes on that reminds me of you. I miss you so much. I wish music was not such a trigger for me, but it is. My heart aches for you.
After repeated discouragement from the contractor workers, I am no longer going to put wood flooring in our bathrooms. It breaks my heart and I feel like I am dishonoring you to some degree. I know that you would have taken care of it. You were so smart when it came to everything in life. I miss you. I cannot say that enough.
I picked a brick tile for the restrooms instead. The contractor complained about that too. They said that it is going to be a lot of tile. I just feel like I am having to justify my reason behind every choice I make. You never made me feel this way. I wish I could have you here to run this show. Needless to say I had to order the tile from 3 different Lowe's and they would not delivery it. I have to physically pick up the tile from each store. They are all in within a 20 mile radius. Thank goodness I have a truck (a new truck)!!!😊
I do not know how you managed to work here when it was so dark and rainy. At times, it makes me just sad. Xena gets cabin fever and she just does not know what to do with herself because she is not fond of storms with thunder and lightening. The rain just keeps coming down. I pray that the work they are doing is not affected by this rain because I would rather them call it a day then. Please Lord, keep these workers honest.
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