I am facing another change of season ....alone. Change of seasons were always so hard for you and I. The warmer temperatures are in the air. The smell of grass is permeating in the air. Flowers are blooming. All the wonderful fruitful growth from the Lord is occurring right in front of my eyes with you by my side.
Another drastic change is today is demo day of our master bathroom. I can't believe I am trusting a company and it is not you doing the work. I feel uneasy. I have men in the house that I do not know. The noises they are making are familiar, but I am not a ease because it is not you making those noises. I miss you.
The wall came down and what a change that made. Our master bath is going to be big. That is something you and I never experienced together and now never will. I pray that you are looking down into this project and I pray I made the right decisions. I know all of it is costly and not cheap. I would probably be upset with how much I am spending. I am at the mercy of an unknown company.
I wish you would have told me more about the wiring that took place in our kitchen. Or I wish if you did tell me that I would have listened. I am frustrated with myself. I trust the Lord, I know HE knows what is going on. I pray for wisdom. I want to fully understand what is happening in our house.
Day one of a very long eight weeks........
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